Pass The Mic
An interview with Phil Elvrum of The Microphones
By Sierra Sky
Smash: You’ve spent so much
time touring/traveling; do you have a favorite place
to visit? Is there any place you haven’t gone
that you’d like to?
Phil: Obviously my favorite place
is my home, Anacortes, Washington. Every time I come
back from traveling, I’m blown away by it. It
sometimes feels weirdly like the center of the universe,
which I guess for me it is. At the same time, every
time I hear from someone in a different place, anywhere,
or even hear stories about a different place I really
want to go there. I love traveling and I romanticize
everything and everywhere. Seriously. I want to go
everywhere. I have been to lots of places, but I feel
like I have lived in a bubble. The world is so huge.
I have never been to the southern hemisphere! I have
been to Japan a little bit, nothing else in Asia!
What about Siberia? What about Sri Lanka? What about
Antarctica? Greenland? The moon? I am already 25!
I’m always torn between this pull to everywhere
and my deep love for my home.
Smash: What are your thoughts
on the death of Elliott Smith? What do you think of
suicide in general?
Phil: It’s so intense. I
want to know more about what he was thinking and at
the same time I want to leave that to him. I just
finished reading "Runaway Horses" by Yukio
Mishima, which is a novel that really examines and
supports the idea of seppku, Japanese ritual suicide.
It’s so weird. I almost understand but I don’t
really, and anyways, I doubt Elliott Smith killed
himself out of reverence to "the Emperor".
But the book has made me think a bit more on suicide
from other interesting angles. Shit’s intense.
I can’t articulate what I think about it because
it’s so intense. I have an older song called
"I got stabbed" about stabbing myself (though
not to death, and not for the purpose of killing myself)
that I won’t be able to play anymore because
I feel like I can’t treat it lightly like that.
My heart feels different now.
Smash: As for the majority of
your music/lyrics, are they about your personal experiences,
or are they fiction based?
Phil: I am not good at putting
myself in someone else’s position so everything
I do is inevitably from my own. But the songs aren’t
necessarily about my experiences, more about my ideas
and drives and thoughts on living. I make up stuff
that hasn’t happened to me to me to illustrate
this stuff.
Smash: Besides making stuff up,
do you work a lot with metaphor?
Phil: Yes, metaphors are all over
the place. I even speak like that. Slang, sayings,
jokes, codes, etc. Also, I am a big fan of the clear
straight forward way of saying things. I like names
and dates and descriptions that are normal, leaving
nothing to wonder about. I also like writing "poems"
that sound like someone speaking casually. I like
say saying things like, "yeah right" and
"totally" (as in "totally awesome")
in lyrics.
Smash: What is your first memory
as a child?
Phil: I don’t remember.
My memory is pretty crappy. I often think that stuff
I made up really happened. I live in a cloud. There
are a lot of old watery pictures in my head.
Smash: Does this ever cause conflict
with people you’re close to or is it just a
personal thing with yourself?
Phil: Yes, sometimes it’s
annoying to people that I don’t remember them
or that I already told them the story I’m telling.
That’s how it is.
Smash: What were you like as a
kid? Do you identify with that person anymore?
Phil: I was pretty much the same
as I am now. A little more cranky. A little less knowledgeable
but still the same person with the same weird ideas
and habits.
Smash: Have you ever been in love?
Phil: Yes, I am now.
Smash: Do you find you’re
more inspired when you’re in love or more when
you’re brokenhearted or full of discontent?
Phil: Real love is different.
I am now so charged with big feelings. My creative
drive now comes from a totally different place. Everything
is different. But also, I would feel SO OK about just
shutting up and living the love and letting my "creative"
parts just be for the love. I am not concerned with
being productive anymore. The world is different.
Smash: How is the world different
for you?
Phil: I can’t really talk
about it. It is still all a big blur, and will probably
stay that way. A sweet blob.
Smash: When you dream, do you dream
about random things that are pulled from your imagination
or are they vividly real?
Phil: Usually they are weird vague
things but then occasionally I dream a deeply emotional
dream and it wakes me up and I think about it for
weeks.
Smash: Where do you see yourself
in five years? Or are you the kind of person that
just lives day to day?
Phil: I live day to day. I would
not have expected THIS five years ago, no way. I have
given up strategizing.
Smash: If you didn’t play
music, what would you be doing?
Phil: Rolling around in blankets
farting.
Smash: What, (if anything) do
you want the world to know about you and your music?
Phil: What world? I just want
it all to be face value. The albums are the albums.
My shows are my shows, then I get in the truck and
drive away, then the next show is the next show. I
don’t want people to do research to be able
to under- stand or enjoy the things I do. It’s
impossible to avoid misinterpretation anyway. I want
the world to know what it gathers about me by itself.